Disorganized

So, my thoughts have been very scattered lately.

As I go around the barn doing stuff I have a tendency to write these posts in my mind. Thats why they're so long usually. So I've been doing that, but I keep writing really different posts. The events are the same but the context and the associated thoughts are always different. I think I had about a half dozen different titles for this post alone. Anyway, lest I get overwhelmed let me just very briefly say a few things.

Foremost in my thoughts right now is Star. We are working hard on my goal from long long ago to canter all the way around the field. There have been a lot of barriers to this but I'm getting pretty close. To date I have cantered both towards and away from the barn on the west side of the field, and the curvy part on the north side. We still need to do the "scary side" a.k.a. the east side, and we need to canter past the culvert.

Since I'm inching towards a three year old goal and towards overcoming an even older phobia, now I am full of reflections, plans, doubts, regrets, opinions, and of course, emotions.

Colonel hasn't been getting out much. (Although he was very good giving Jesse a lunging lesson.) I want to fix that, but I'm really fixated on this all the way around the field thing and its draining. I have thoughts, opinions, doubts, plans, and emotions about the Colonel project that are currently orbiting around my canter 'round the field project. So...my thinking is just a little more disorganized right now.